I feel. I think. I write.

Thinking

Wondering

Pondering

Sitting. Laying. Staring.

What should I do?

Why am I confused?

I feel stuck.

I feel stagnant.

Change.

I need a change.

A new start. A new chapter.

A new day.

I feel like I’m walking in circles. I keep trying to get out but can’t. My chest feels compressed. Stop squeezing me! Let me go! You can’t love something if it doesn’t love you back.

A change is gonna come. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48K5Y0421Ig

I’ve walked and I’ve run. I’m done. I’m tired and want one resting place. It’s just a matter of time and I will have it. I see the finish line to this chapter in my life; the chapter that has lasted more than a decade.

Peace is coming at last for me – quiet time, meaningful days, depth and poignancy.

Live. Feel. Love. Laugh. Happy.

Like a bird fly’s in the sky. Free to soar higher, high. Coasting along. Wind guiding. Free.